9:27pm March 16th, 2008
I never thought saying some random could make you take it so seriously… I never thought you’d actually wake up at 10 just to hear me ask something really simple and stupid… I admit that my question was random =) at least you woke up and talked to me and went to drop in.
Do you know what I’m super amazed at? You seem to be able to change and do everything really fast. I wonder if you were speeding on the way down Forest Parkway o_o! If you did I’d laugh =P In the end everything you do surprises me… maybe it’s because I’d never expect you to be able to do so much in such a little amount of time. And perhaps I never thought I’d be able to understand how you really think. I know I can guess a huge part of what your thoughts consist of. I can… I do… and I will! It’s not like me to just give up on things, and I suppose it’s we’re both too stubborn to let go and say that we’re wrong. That is if we’re ever wrong… I know I like to win… and I know I hate losing, but most of all I like being who I am… And that’s who you like me for too. In the end, that’s why I like you as well.
Major surprise of the day… was around 3:25pm… You had to leave and I know that you have to as well which I didn’t mind. What I didn’t expect from you was coming back, holding me slightly and a kiss on the cheek. “o_o is this really happening? Wow… I never expected this to happen, and definitely not today.” That’s what came through my mind, and my first reaction was wondering if my face was really red and the next… I suppose I didn’t think twice and kissed you back on the cheek. I never really paid attention as to why you kissed me though… It seems like it just happened… I really didn’t think that it would happen after the last week… but then again I like you for who you are… wait didn’t I just say that a couple of minutes ago?
You know what else surprises me? It’s quite funny that when I lose my balance and I pull myself back in and you touched my chest by accident. This is definitely not something you experience everyday… It makes me laugh that you think I am extremely bothered by it. Yes it was slightly awkward at first, but to be totally honest with you I am really really flat, so it’s more awkward for you than me. Other than that I suppose nothing really matters to me…
Surprises are great when they’re good surprises. Ok that just sounded so weird… == but that’s okay. Other surprises can be slightly scary… so in the end I wonder where this will take us… =P
~ Belle
