So… I’m totally messed up in the brain right now. You make everything seem so wonderful, and the next day it all goes down the drain. What is going on? You have lots on your mind, I understand that. But if you need time to figure it out I can give you time. But you SUCK at making things seem like nothing’s wrong. It seems like EVERYTHING is wrong right now. I feel extremely exhausted right now. I’m tired of guessing. I’ll just try to get past this stage and wait for you to tell me what is going on in your confused STRESSED OUT mind. I feel like you’re doing this to make me give up. I don’t want to, and I won’t. End of story.